Womens day

Today has been the day when all the worlds women are celebrated and honored, but the question still remains, shouldnt it be celebrated everyday?

We have come such a long way and we have a long way to go, but atleast we are going!

Right now Life is bringing a whole lot of difficulties and the knowledge to know why.
seems like all the mistakes I have ever done keep on coming to me in my present and reminding me that they somehow will never be erased and every step to the future is so unknown and certain.

I see all my friends doing good and people I helped so much to live out their dreams are living it in my eyes without a tank of gratitude and I wonder, will my time also come and when it does will I even be that excited about it.

Life is hard and now it gets even harder cause things are not easy and there is so much pressure all around me and the need to be perfection and meet the standards of peoples eyes instead of my own eyes.

if I had a choice  I wouldnt have done all of what I did and but its all Gods wish for him to put me through what he did and now as much as I am impatient and want things to speed up, I am still praying for patience and the wisdom to take a day at a day and when the next day comes, I will deal with it when it does.

Life is hard, but its even harder when you do not know what you want out of your life.

LillianE.