PATIENCE

I cant believe I get up this early nowadays. A friend  of mine texted me yesterday and apologized if she had disturbed my sleep and time was an hour to noon and when I answered that I was up, she was so shocked and wondered if I was feeling well.

These past two days, I have not seen the sun, I dunno where it has taken place or where it is hiding and I so want it to come to me. Back again ASAP!!

Got loads to do before school, and sometimes I think everything will go well and then I see what I have to do and take care before and I am just get dazzled by what is left to do.

There isnt much I can do rather than just try to get mentally prepared for my departure and how things will be while I am there. On One note too, I need to change my life. I need atleast to try and plan things in advance cause these things of doing things in the last minuate and find out things in the last minuate which I could have done months ago is not only taking its toll on me, but also of the mom and my friends cause its hard.

I now keep in mind what my "´Nkhosi" TJ said to me.
"My life doenst only belong to me, whatever actions I make also affects the people around me and in my life"

Its true, as much as I try to think that its my life and only mine, my decisions and outcome of them also affects my family and friends, promised myself now that ama be taking and trying to plan things in advance and just not rush things.

PATIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!